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Quick thoughts:
need 2 escape 2 New York soon- im only 22 for so long 𓀤𓀥
need 2 consume nootropics asap
watching video timeline of ‘Orphan’ n waiting 🤔
blog under construction!!! *robot dance*
more posts coming soon!
im going to be making more time to write some posts this weekend! I have so much I want to talk about and share- I just haven’t had the time :( keep an eye out!
LATEST STORIES
Time Traveler
I remember a conversation I had with a girlfriend once. “Sometimes I really do believe I’m a time traveler” “Yeah?” The air was crisp- the perfect balance for the wind to hit your skin with just the right amount of heat while the air sucked into your lungs drew slightly cold. The ground was wet, stifling the sound of the orange leaves crunching under our feet. The neighborhood she lived in held a special kind of charm. They were a polite kind of wealthy. The houses were quaint- small enough to avoid assumptions, but just subtly littered with signs of…
HonkyTonk Saloon
I spent the night at the bar where we “met”, hearing everyone refer to another man as my boyfriend. It was okay until we were alone, without the noise and fuss drowning out thoughts of you.Cock Johnson, I miss you so much
Pause on the Moment
Initially, I wanted to tell a greater story- sharing every minute detail, decoding them. And even though it’s been brief, the shindig chronicles have served its purpose in my life- i’m moving forward. Maybe one day the air will be the perfect temperature or the wind will hit my nose just right, and I’ll find myself there again- but for now, I’ll share the fleeting memories that still haunt me, letting go. As my 23rd birthday approaches and as the summer begins to fade, I’m sure your 21st birthday has crept its way around and we’re nearly exiting that very…
What A Girl Wants (from her blog)
I’ve spent a great deal of time deciding what I want out of this blog. I purchased the initial domain in January 2024, spent weeks tweaking the website layout and choosing which tabs to feature, did a little research on optimization… and then… moot! Fin. Done-ito. My blog was abandoned. Normally, I’d keep a more “gathered” voice in my posts, but that’s just me masking my personality (yet again) under the guise of professionalism. This is my life, and I live it freely. Like most people in their early 20s, I’ve been struggling to figure myself out, and I don’t…
The Warm Embrace of Uncertainty: On Growing Up and Letting Go
Dear diary, I am slowly learning how to embrace the future. When I was 13, I’d walk around and tell anybody that would listen, “I’m going to die by the time I’m 40.” I’m not entirely sure why 40 specifically. Maybe it was the perfect sweet spot in my head — not too old, and not too young. Enough life in me left to have had potential, but not spry enough to have claimed an unfulfilled life. I had it all figured out until then, I guess. I’d have a beautiful home in Arizona with a prominent career in finance.…
Strangers in Comforting Bodies: On the Desire to Be Known
Last night I found myself somewhere I don’t belong- yet again. The laugh and smile were familiar, but the surroundings were not. Heck, he hardly was. I want to say that in those two hours we spent, we felt close and connected again, but I didn’t. I felt like I was talking to a friend that I just so happen to enjoy exploring sexually. It was strange. I guess I hardly knew him to begin with, but there was an additional layer of disheartenment lying in unfamiliar surroundings with a boy I had spent months pining over- with a boy…
Musings of a Lost Child and Unguided Adult: Diary of Growth and Longing
Hi blog. I’m typing this on an iPad I once relied on, but as of tonight, it’s got liquid staining all over. I went out with a few friends tonight. I had a good time, of course, but now we’re walking home and I’m thinking. There’s a boy I met a few months ago. He was… controversial, but nonetheless, I enjoyed his company. I’m sure you’ll learn a lot about him- it as much as I know about him- as I upload my diary entries from the last few months. Anyway, I’m thinking about him. And his much his comfort…
Hello, again
hello blog, long time no see. i’ll be honest- i’ll be vaulnerable i have a problem. and i have had this problem for a long time. you see, when you hide behind smiles and laughter, its easy to disguise. Until you lose time for every aspect to your life to the problem, and slowly, the building blocks of your personality- of your life, crumble into smithereens, and the wall you built to hide behind oyur little secret, aslo falls. Suddenly, everyone can see behind your mask. everyone knows, and theyre worried- theyre scared. Blog, oh blog of mine, i must…
Shimmery Pieces in the Mosaic of My Life
am everyone I’ve ever loved, especially those who have drifted the furthest. I carry around your pieces of my mosaic in my pocket, taking you from place to place, showing you off. Maybe one day I’ll laugh too hard or get so busy dancing that your piece falls at my feet, never to be seen again, but for now, I cherish it.
a quick letter to you, old friend
sometimes I lay in bed and I think about you. and I think and I think and I think until eventually I think… do you think about me? do you lay in your bed and stare at the creases I’ve made? see something that reminds you of me before shaking the memories off like dust? or hear a similar laugh, causing your heart to skip a beat before looking for me? do you ever just miss me? I miss you. laughter filling the air, smoke blowing, and the twinkle in your eye. I know Im not making any sense right…
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