Quick thoughts:
Manifestation is real! #thanku2mycatholicgrandnother
I’ve been re-reading My Dark Vanessa, and I’ve been aching at her reflection staring back at me. Analysis to come
need 2 escape 2 New York soon- im only 22 for so long 𓀤𓀥
Time Traveler
I remember a conversation I had with a girlfriend once. “Sometimes I really do believe I’m a time traveler” “Yeah?” The air was crisp- the perfect balance for the wind to hit your skin with just the right amount of heat while the air sucked into your lungs drew slightly cold. The ground was wet,…
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