• Pause on the Moment

    Pause on the Moment

    Initially, I wanted to tell a greater story- sharing every minute detail, decoding them. And even though it’s been brief, the shindig chronicles have served its purpose in my life- i’m moving forward. Maybe one day the air will be the perfect temperature or the wind will hit my nose just right, and I’ll find…

  • How We Met | Shindig Chronicles pt. II

    How We Met | Shindig Chronicles pt. II

    I guess before I go any further, I should tell you how we met. And I guess before I tell you how we met, I should provide the proper context. The Reckoning I entered college with a boyfriend from high school, and we stayed together for three years. We were doomed from the start, but…

  • The Warm Embrace of Uncertainty: On Growing Up and Letting Go

    The Warm Embrace of Uncertainty: On Growing Up and Letting Go

    Dear diary, I am slowly learning how to embrace the future. When I was 13, I’d walk around and tell anybody that would listen, “I’m going to die by the time I’m 40.” I’m not entirely sure why 40 specifically. Maybe it was the perfect sweet spot in my head — not too old, and…

  • Strangers in Comforting Bodies: On the Desire to Be Known

    Strangers in Comforting Bodies: On the Desire to Be Known

    Last night I found myself somewhere I don’t belong- yet again. The laugh and smile were familiar, but the surroundings were not. Heck, he hardly was. I want to say that in those two hours we spent, we felt close and connected again, but I didn’t. I felt like I was talking to a friend…

  • Romanticizing College Life As a Student at UT Austin

    Romanticizing College Life As a Student at UT Austin

    Hello, Blog! I feel like growing up we all have this idea of what college is going to be like from movies and the stories we hear get passed around from our parents and their friends. The infamous parties and the oh so glorified academia aesthetic. (TW:JK Rowling…) Maybe this one’s due to all of…